ferrumaeternum: (wooden pints - katie cook)
2010-07-13 07:14 pm

Why I never want to go back to Summerfest

Unless a really amazing, must-see band is playing, of course. ;) Otherwise, this was by far the worst time I’ve had at any event or festival. When I got down there two Thursdays ago at 7:00 PM, I passed a guy on the sidewalk who was already wasted and leaning over a trash. All the parking spaces were filled up, which was ridiculous because they have multiple parking lots, but not unheard of. The worst part was that they blocked off a ton of roads and lanes that are usually open, so I ended up with nowhere else to go but a $20 lot a few blocks away from the grounds. Not a huge deal, since my ticket was free. As I got closer and closer to the gate, I noticed a lot more people there than usual. The lines went all the way into the street.

Once I finally got in, I decided to do some shopping first. All but a few vendors were selling nothing but junk that drunks and stoners would buy. Glass and guitar pick jewelry, hemp and tie-dyed everything, and the most disgusting of all was an outdoor tattoo station set up by Starship because getting a tattoo while drunk and in extreme heat and humidity outdoors is a great idea. :/ Luckily all the way at the edge of the grounds was a tent with Arabic and Asian vendors. I got a really nice moonstone and sterling silver ring for under $20 and a hand-painted papyrus with Ramesses receiving a blessing from Anubis and offering jars to Hathor. It looks like these and the gold/bronze parts are actually metallic. (Not sure which Ramesses it is, but I’m assuming it’s Ramesses II and I’ll double-check the cartouches to see if I’m right. Just as long it’s not Akhenaton, I really don’t care which pharaoh it is. :p) It was $60, but the guy who worked there knew the Egyptology professor at UWM, so he gave me a 50% discount! :D Elizabeth and I are hoping to go to Arab World Fest next month because her husband is half Arabic. Since Egyptian International Art will also be there, I’m planning on getting a couple of smaller painted papyruses of Anubis, Isis, Hathor, or Ma’at. So begins my Egyptian art collection…

For some reason, I thought Joan Jett was going to be at one of the stages on the opposite end of the festival grounds, but when I got down there, I found out they were performing at the stage right next to where I was just shopping. This would have been fine if the whole place wasn’t such a fucking zoo. Everyone was inching forward in a giant mass, and I was surrounded by slow-moving ghetto people, poseur punk rockers who came to see The Offspring, bros and their sun-baked hos, and tons of drunk white trash.

When I finally got back down there, I still had an hour before the show started, and there was hardly anywhere to sit. After the bad ‘80s cover band ended, most of the people decided to stay. There were several seats in the fourth row, but as I stepped over the bleachers, this overweight middle-aged guy told me they were taken but that he wasn’t. :/ Ugh, this never would have happened at a metal show because saving seats is totally lame and not metal. I can see saving one seat for someone, but a spot big enough for six people to sit? Not cool. Even worse was that three morbidly obese people later came over and took up all the room, of course, with a foot of breathing space between them. Some braver folks sat down after me and ignored the Seat Nazi, but he threatened to call security and they left. I ended up near the end of the sixth row, which wouldn’t have been so bad if they didn’t have a huge screen in the way and the people in front of me weren’t wearing those stupid sparkly red, white, and blue jester and Uncle Sam hats. They ruined all my photos because the flash focused on their hideous headgear instead of the lighted stage. :( This drunk older woman who had been dancing on the bleachers to the opening band was still standing on them before Joan Jett came on, and a security guard asked her to get down. When she refused, he called for backup and five other security guards hauled her off. Since there were people standing in front of her, she lost her spot and threw a hissy fit. Several more fights broke out over people standing in front of those who were up on the bleachers. During the show, some drunk guy jumped up on the shoulders of one of the massive women in front of me and angered her husband, which led to a screaming match between the two. Another guy a few people down from me who looked just like Willie Nelson started the rest of the arguments with people blocking his view and kept threatening to get security. Everyone involved in these fights were anywhere from 40 to 60-some years old. Teenagers fighting amongst themselves are one thing, but these drunk white trash need to act their age and lay off the beer.

At least the concert itself was really good. I hadn’t seen Joan Jett and the Blackhearts for about five years, and then they played a much shorter set, though I was able to get much closer to the stage. This time around, they played a good mix of material from the Blackhearts as well as The Runaways, including all the hits. "Bad Reputation", "Cherry Bomb", "I Love Rock and Roll", "Crimson and Clover", "I Hate Myself for Loving You", "Do You Wanna Touch Me", "A.C.D.C.", they pretty much had it all covered. They ended their set with a cover of Sly and the Family Stone’s “Everyday People”, which I really enjoyed. However, I did not enjoy the drunk cougar next to me that was constantly hitting me with her hip and camera that was on her arm as she retardedly danced. Keep it classy for your pre-teen daughter, why don’t you? :/ The trashy hair metal guy on my other side who kept hitting on me wasn’t much better either.

It was also a nightmare trying to leave the festival because the concert ended at the same time that the grounds closed for the night and everyone was trying to exit at once. People were leaning out of their cars to vomit on the street as they were driving home. I’m sorry, but that’s absolutely ridiculous and a reminder as to why I do not drink heavily. Hopefully German Fest won’t be nearly as bad next week!
ferrumaeternum: (shieldmaiden of rohan)
2010-03-02 08:10 pm

The Threadless Assignment of Doom

My design is finally up for voting on Threadless! It was just posted today, since there was some downtime on the site over the weekend.

Shieldmaiden of Asgard - Threadless T-shirts, Nude No More



Original illustration here )

I wish I had more time to work on it, but it’s still one of the best out of all the Intro to Design classes, so I’m satisfied with that much. We also were only allowed to use the pen tool in Illustrator for the project, which didn’t help in terms of time management or the rendering of the illustration. I would rather have included some more painterly elements by using the brush tool or directly scanned parts of the drawing or watercolor. The next time I submit something, it definitely won’t be as cartoon-y or flat. Most of the other students just had solid shapes with an outline, while I at least tried to add some shadows in the style that Brian Ewing uses for his poster art to give it some more dimension.

I was also not happy that we were told we had to use Threadless’s 640 x 640 template with the background image as the design and a smaller version of it PhotoShopped onto one of their model's shirts. Our original designs were done in a very vertical format, so I would have liked to extend the template down further, which is allowed by Threadless. We also weren’t allowed to use the Flash option or display our designs any other way, which I’m worried is going to hurt this in the end because a lot of the detail is more difficult to see this way. We also could not submit our designs for a critique first. This would have been fine if we actually had a proper critique during class. His idea of a critique was to put up all the designs for five minutes, and point out a few things he liked in some of them. WTF! That is not a critique!

This is just another reminder why I switched my major from Graphic Design to Painting and Drawing. Cut for a rant of epic proportions. )

After class tonight, I learned that most of the students’ designs were rejected by Threadless, which makes me feel a lot better about the whole thing. If your design isn’t even accepted to be in the running, that’s a good indication that it totally sucks! ;)
ferrumaeternum: (conjurer of cheap tricks)
2009-12-29 11:59 pm
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Obligatory End of Semester Update

Sorry this is such a boring entry, but college is a huge part of my life right now, so bear with me. I’m still going to post about what’s been going on since my last personal update, but all my grades are finally in! :D

Art 291: Intro to Print & Narrative Forms: A
Art 342: Intro to Figure Drawing: A-
Art Hist 101: Ancient & Medieval Art & Architecture: A
Bio Sci 104: Plants in Today’s World: B
Celtic 103: First Semester Gaelic: B (Seriously, WTF? More on that later…)

This Semester’s GPA: 3.53 | Cumulative GPA: 3.46

Not bad, but I’d like to eventually bring my overall GPA up to at least 3.5. The best part is I never have to take a science class again! I haven’t been this excited since I was done with math (hopefully) forever. XD I’m definitely going to miss my art history professor I’ve had for the past two semesters, though. He talked just like Ace Ventura, which made even the dullest works of art sound exciting and was so loud that he didn’t use a mic. Most of all, I will miss his Captain Planet, Spinal Tap, and Storylords references, his self depreciating humor and his weird childhood stories. “Yeah, all my friends in grade school had Nitro from American Gladiator posters in their bedrooms, and I had Albrecht Duerer’s Young Hare…” Well, if that doesn’t do it for you, he also referred to Cimabue’s Christ child from Madonna and Child Enthroned as an “awesome Hobbit-Jesus-man-baby”. ...no? Then you'll be glad to know I'm not above admitting that I have a retarded sense of humor.

Anyway, now that first semester is over, here’s what I’m taking next semester so you can get an idea of what kind of art I’ll be posting (and what classes I’ll be bitching about on Twitter):

Art 441: Advanced Drawing Strategies I M & W 12:30 PM – 3:15 PM
Art 221: Intro to Design T & TR 4:00 PM – 6:30 PM
Art 309: Issues in Contemporary Art Lecture W 4:00 PM – 6:30 PM
Art 299: Printmaking Workshop: Sequence & Structure 9:00 AM – 2:30 PM
Art Hist 315: Art & Archaeology of Ancient Egypt Online

I’ve never taken an online course, so this will definitely be interesting. I’ve also never had a class before 11:00 AM, so that will also be interesting (and by interesting, I mean brutal). I figure it’s only one day a week and it’s something I want to do, so hopefully I can handle getting up at such an ungodly hour. I also have no idea what we’ll be drawing in that 441 class, but I pray it’s not just still lifes.

Some of you may be surprised to see I’m not taking another Irish class. I think I mentioned before that it was set up in a way that focused on conversationally learning the language and rarely discussing spelling or grammar. I wish I would’ve dropped the class and picked up Swedish instead because I knew at the time it was going to be an issue. We also weren’t graded on anything during the entire semester except our final presentation, which was a memorized mini-biographical speech about ourselves. I missed one word of my poem, but I thought the rest of my presentation was much better than the rest of the class’s and somehow I got a B. I’m also one of a few students in the class that actually bothered to pronounce everything correctly. The instructor was a nice guy, but we did have two small arguments where he thought I wasn’t learning the material when he is just obviously blind. We had to go around and talk about our hair, I said mine was brown and short and he asked if I was paying attention to what we just learned because to him, it’s black and long. :/ There may have been a couple grammatical errors in my presentation as well, but since the grammar is even crazier than German and he never bothered teaching it, how were we supposed to know how to use it? Just for that reason, I decided I’m not going to continue learning the language this way. Half of the curriculum is just listening to a CD and reading along in a book, which I can easily do on my own time. He also made a huge deal of Catholic vs. Protestant stuff, which annoyed the hell out of me. My classmates weren’t a lot of help because most of them were the “my grandma’s third cousin’s sister’s nephew twice removed was Irish so I have this huge triskele tattoo on my back because I’m so Irish ” types who really don’t have any cultural connection. I hate to be so harsh, but how do you claim pride in your heritage when you don’t even know basic folk songs, stories, history, etc.? It was painful watching one of them struggle through the lyrics of “Óró Sé Do Bheatha 'Bhaile” during his presentation. Besides, to anyone over there, you’re still just a Yank, even if your ancestors are from there and you still have family there. Needless to say, I really don’t want to spend a month over the summer with these people in the middle of nowhere in the Gaeltacht, so I guess that’s that.

Sorry for the rant, but these people are an embarrassment to all Americans with Celtic heritage and continually drive me nuts! Anyway, I plan on starting Swedish next fall, where I can learn how to speak and write it, and we will have normal graded homework assignments throughout the semester. Hopefully it won’t be too difficult, since I took 6 years of German and already know how to pronounce most of it from listening to Swedish music. I’m definitely looking forward to learning another Germanic language, and I hope I can stick with this one long enough to take a second semester of it.
ferrumaeternum: (vittu)
2009-09-22 11:30 pm

Gone is the summer

I’ve put off updating this journal for so long I don’t even know where to start.

Now that summer has come to an end, here’s the abridged version of what I was up to this past season:

Besides the festivals, concerts, and mini-vacation, all I did this summer was work. I only saw my best friend once before school started. What was supposed to be a part-time job turned out to be full time, but at least I made well over two thousand dollars and am still working one day on the weekends. Many times I’ve wanted to post a huge rant about all the reverse racism I experience at work, but it won’t change the fact that every issue in Milwaukee is always about social class or race because the city is ridiculously segregated in terms of living space. Although I technically work in Brookfield, which is known for its uppity white residents, the store is on the border of Milwaukee and just down the road from the north side. Until another employee transferred from another store a few weeks ago, I was the only white person there out of all the cashiers and customer service associates. Needless to say, I was not welcome. After a few months, most of them have accepted me, but the customers sure as hell don’t. For some reason, all the blacks living in the ghetto of Milwaukee think all the white people around here are racist. I still have yet to meet one, so I’m not sure where they’re getting this mentality, but I am so sick of it. If I ever get around to typing up the dialogue, I’ve got a top 10 worst customers of the summer list that could be entertaining depending on your sense of humor. And trust me, it was very difficult narrowing it down to just ten. I honestly don’t mind working customer service in retail. It’s just the customers and coworkers that are insufferable.

The good news is I have enough money to continue financing my tattoo and study abroad in Ireland this summer (if I still want to when the time comes). Gaelic isn’t too difficult so far and the grammar has been a lot nicer than German. It’s actually the easiest out of all my classes. I would’ve loved to study abroad in Germany, but all the programs are for business, engineering and mathematics majors.

I’m also back in the dorms again this year, since my sister needs my car for the hour-long commute to community college. The only bus I can take goes through the ghetto. In fact, the very place I’d pick it up is the parking lot outside my work where people get robbed on a daily basis. I’ve ridden it before, and you guessed it, I was the only white person on it. At least my suitemates this year are rather quiet and keep to themselves. The girls next door to me have been dating each other for three years, and there have already been some nasty arguments between the two, but at least they make an effort to be friendly when they see me. We never see the girls in the other room because one is usually off with her douchebag boyfriend and the other is from a very rural area and seems frightened of us. But if that’s the worst of it, I can deal.

This semester I’m going to make an effort to post more of my artwork on here, since I’m taking figure drawing and printmaking. Unfortunately, my professors still have all the work I planned on posting here on display, so that’s going to have to be pushed back a week or so. I’m just relieved I’m still one of the top students in my class after not having had the time to draw anything in over a year. I really don’t feel like I accomplished much at all this summer except catching up on movies I’d been meaning to see and rereading Tolkien’s trilogy. (I actually only got through the first two, but I’m starting RotK tonight as today marks Frodo & Bilbo Baggins’ birthdays and the day they both left the Shire.) Speaking of birthdays, I also turned 21 earlier this month and ended up embarrassingly tipsy at Houlihan's over an orange juice glass-sized amount of Bailey's.
ferrumaeternum: (skull)
2009-06-06 12:19 am

So get your leather, leather, leather on, on, on, on...

Sunday night was the free Yeah Yeah Yeahs show at The Rave from the contest I won on Twitter. I know it’s nearly been a week, but alas, I’ve been busy working. Just like the last time I saw them in 2006, Catherine decided to come along. We got there about an hour early to get a good spot and I was pleasantly surprised they played a bunch of rockabilly songs while the bands were setting up with Joan Jett’s “Cherry Bomb” thrown in.

I was very confused when I expected Grand Ole Party to go on first and some guy with an acoustic guitar showed up and said he was going to play a few Misfits covers. I totally forgot that he also helps the Yeah Yeah Yeahs out with their live shows. I was pretty excited about this, since I’ve been a Misfits fan since my early teens, but his mike and amp were turned down so low he could barely even be heard over the soft conversations in the crowd. If I’m right in front of him in the third row and couldn’t even recognize which songs he played, the rest of the crowd probably didn’t hear much if anything at all. He had a nice melodic voice and I liked the concept of slowing down some punk rock staples and translating them into acoustic folk rock, but it was in vain.

Grand Ole Party completely blew me away. I’d heard of them but didn’t actually bother listening to them before Sunday. They were like nothing I’ve ever heard. Kristin’s clear, vibrato-filled, sultry jazz vocals as she stood pounding away on the drums coupled with the guitarist and bassist’s psychedelic and surf rock riffs that resonated from their vintage Fender strat and telecaster had me captivated for their entire set. Everyone looked the part, too. Kristin was wearing a large-sequined black dress with red lipstick and the guys had button-down shirts and corduroy pants in various shades of brown and tan with shaggy ‘60s haircuts to top it off. Kristin also handled various other percussion instruments and some songs had a dark, gritty rockabilly feel. No two songs sounded the same, although they were all thoughtfully composed. I definitely wouldn’t mind seeing these guys again.

Misanthropic ramblings about the crowd...and pictures! )

Although the audience sucked, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs put on a great show. I absolutely adore their new album and the electronic influence they added to their music. I loved the black and blue glittery backdrop with the giant inflated eyeball and Karen O’s outfit. I especially liked the acoustic version they did of “Maps”. Like last time, she was full of energy, constantly moving around stage and dancing. Toward the end, she held the microphone in her mouth as she tilted her head back and screamed, spewed whiskey into the air, and threw a bottle of water on the crowd. She even gave the mike to the crowd a few times during “Cheated Hearts”. I couldn’t see much of their drummer or the Misfits covers guy. Nick was shoegazing most of the time, and I was lusting over all the different kinds of pedals he had to create their new sound live. My favorite part was at the end where all this shiny red y-shaped confetti rained down and I grabbed three for Catherine and myself. All in all, I’d say it was an okay show, even though it wasn’t quite as good as the first time I saw them. They played for about half the time they did three years ago, but the performance was still fresh and exciting.

Set List )
ferrumaeternum: (conjurer of cheap tricks)
2009-04-21 11:29 pm

The end is near

Three weeks until I get my life back and start making art again. I’m never going to complain about projects I have to do for my studio classes, since all these non-art ones have been wasting all my free time with having to read and write papers.


In the meantime, Peaches will still be taking over LiveJournal, accidentally clicking on links, and starting up songs in iTunes when she rolls over. She also enjoys watching the nom nom nom video while plotting how to kill each of those little critters.

Much complaining and making things into a bigger deal than need be under the cut because I simply needed to vent. Move along, nothing to see here. )

Next week should be better, since I’ll be seeing Franz Ferdinand and Flight of the Conchords and getting more tattoo work done with the $225 I got back from my taxes (there was a second check my dad didn't tell me about, so I got more than the expected $168). :D I also applied at the T.J. Maxx in Germantown, which is only ten minutes away from where I live as opposed to the 40 minutes I drove to the one in Brookfield last summer, so I’m crossing my fingers they’ll call me for an interview. If not, there are other retailers that are hiring and I could see if anyone needs a babysitter. I will do anything besides work in the food industry and am determined to find a job this summer.
ferrumaeternum: (wooden pints - katie cook)
2009-03-18 11:50 pm

I promise I’m not dead

I’ve been keeping up with my friends page, too. I have just spent the past week using my free (and not-so-free) time keeping inventory of all the activities I did each hour as part of a tedious anthropology assignment about time. Now I get to spend the rest of my Spring Break taking field notes for another week, reading roughly 150 pages, and writing a paper on top of all my other classes’ homework. That, and I really haven’t had much to say. (Do I ever?) ;)

I’ve been making the time over break to pick up the flute and guitar again, and I’m glad I haven’t lost my chops after not playing for months. In honor of St. Patrick's Day, I played a bunch of traditional Irish tunes on flute and Pogues songs on guitar. Nothing else was really out of the ordinary, since I listen to Celtic music regularly anyway. I’ve also been enjoying the unseasonably warm weather outside with my cat, despite constantly having to chase her out of the dirt. This was also my last sober St. Patrick’s Day at home. Next year, it’ll be me and a pint of Guinness, granted I’m still alive of course. On a side note, is it weird that whenever I consider a future event, I bring up my mortality? I guess I don’t want to jinx anything, since it seems that whenever I’m hopeful about something happening, it doesn’t, and vice versa. I mean, accidents do happen.

I’ve been waiting to see Coraline over break, but it’s no longer playing at the theater in town. For the past several months, I feel like I’ve been missing out on everything that happens, only to experience it well after the fact, after everyone is done caring or wanting to hear about it. Such is life in the Midwest outside of the metropolises, I suppose. However, I did see The Reader with Catherine today. Read more... )

I have also been dealing with a few irresponsible people lately, and it’s really starting to get on my nerves. They think because they have very involved social lives and I don’t, it’s expected for me to get back to them in a timely manner, but they don’t bother getting back to me until the last minute or simply not at all. I think it will end up being the latter of the two come Friday, so I’m expecting those half-made plans to completely fall through. (The few previous entries allude to what that’s all about.) I’m just sick of these people putting everything and everyone before me, after I’ve made contact with them repeatedly, trying to arrange things. It’s not just that one person, either. Just because I don’t have a bunch of friends or have a job right now doesn’t mean I don’t have a life too.

My dad also recently announced that he wants to move back in, after leaving us a year and three months ago. Long story short, he’s not going to, since he just wants to do it because he’s sick of paying rent for his apartment and is lonely. He’s never apologized to us, says he still loves us, or makes any kind of an effort to do things or talk. Until he does these things, agrees to go to counseling, and gets on medication for his depression, we’re moving on without him, and it’s really for the best.
ferrumaeternum: (spinal tap)
2009-01-07 11:45 pm

Oh, those Russians...

I. Something fishy is going on with LiveJournal. Ever since the Russians got a hold of it, strange things have been happening. (It’s not that I don’t like Russians, I just don’t trust their government.) A few days ago, my default icon was mysteriously replaced with an image of a Rubik’s cube. This is the second time it’s happened in less than six months. Now there’s talk about the site going under, which would be such a shame. I don’t know of any other blogging site out there that has a real sense of community. Most of why I use this site is for the communities, friends page, and all of the customization options. All I know is that LJ laid off a bunch of their employees and there have been several glitches reported recently. I’m backing everything up just to be safe.

II. I’m getting more tattoo work done on Friday, and for the first time, I’m not looking forward to it all that much. Part of it is because most of the next session will be on the back of my ribs and kidneys, but there are things about the shop that have changed a lot in the past two years.

Cut for tangent on shop drama and the sexism and sexuality of tattoos )

I’m not so sure I even want to try to get an apprenticeship there after I graduate. Hell, if the economy doesn’t come out of the recession, I probably won’t be apprenticing anywhere because the body modification industry is suffering. If I can’t get a job because my concentration was in painting and drawing, I’ll get an associate’s degree in graphic design because that is something that comes naturally and I enjoy doing. I was going to major in it in the first place, but UWM’s program is ridiculous and has ten more credits of required useless classes than the rest of the visual art concentration areas. As I’ve mentioned before, their printing lab is a living hell every time I’m there (mainly because it’s run by hipsters), so I need to avoid it as often as I can. I just want it to be known that I’m not giving up or lowering my expectations of myself like so many of my peers have been doing. I definitely have a bit of a change of heart about the body modification industry after delving further into it and would be just as happy doing other art-related things. I would also probably be better off getting into tattooing after I’m financially independent, if I even decide to. Just look at Guy Aitchison – he’s one of the best of the best in the industry, and he started out as an illustrator, which helped set his designs apart from other tattooists.

III. On Sunday, my mom and I went to the Starving Artists show they always have advertised on TV, looking for a new picture to hang in our living room. There wasn’t a lot to pick from. The whole show seemed like there were five or six different artists that painted the same scenes from around here, France, and Tuscany. There were also some Harlem Renaissance-influenced and abstract postmodern pieces, but they wouldn’t have matched the style of the room. When my dad was living here, he insisted on spending well over $200 on this ugly piece of scheisse print, and my mom ended up spending just a little over $100 for this framed, hand-painted canvas: 01 | 02 | 03

Although it’s not completely my taste, I deemed it the best at the show, and I’d definitely say it’s an improvement.
ferrumaeternum: (zodiac)
2008-12-26 11:35 pm

Bears. Beets. Battlestar Galactica.

ART 118 Digital Arts: Culture, Theory, Practice: A
ART 243 Introduction to Painting: A-
DANCE 103 Introduction to Iyengar Yoga: A

GPA: 3.890
Cumulative GPA: 3.455

This is all fine and dandy, but my brilliant astronomy professor hasn’t posted grades when they were due by last Tuesday and I have no idea whether I passed or failed. None of the professors can access grades until after the first week of January, so naturally, this is driving me nuts. Even then, he has hundreds of students to submit grades for, so who knows how long I’m going to wait. He had over a week after his exam to submit them, and he couldn’t even make the deadline then. His exams weren’t even on the day of the snowstorm, so I’m wondering what the massive delay is.

I am so pissed that I spent more than twice the amount of time and effort I put into any of my other classes on this one, and I will be extremely lucky if he even passes me. Most of the material on the final was in the last four chapters he told us to read two days before the final because we got too far behind with him fanboy-ing about Star Trek and Battlestar Gallactica during class. Because of this, I wasn’t familiar with it, and have a bad feeling I failed. He hasn’t even updated our attendance since the end of October and marked us absent on days we were there because the attendance sheets got lost or students stole them. Hell, I even looked up every question on the homework assignment in the book, and he still marked answers wrong. I don’t think he knows what he’s talking about. He also told us several facts during lecture that were contradicted in the book and on questions for homework assignments. Then again, I found out he is copying and pasting questions from another professor's assignments at another university when I looked them up on Google. Maybe I'm just not that great at math and should have taken more science classes in high school as electives, but I've been right around the class average or higher throughout the semester, so it doesn't look like it's just me that had issues.

I really need to get credit for this class because I only took 12 credits last semester. I already will probably have to go an extra semester, since I took 12 credits the semester prior and only got credit for 12 before that because a class wasn’t worth any credits yet was mandatory. Even taking care of 3-12 credits when I study abroad in Ireland this or next summer won’t help, since my major demands more credits and hours of class than most of the other programs. I would have to take 18 credits per semester and with most of my classes being three hours long, I don't see how I could do that and be able to stay relatively sane. I also need the credits for astronomy to satisfy my natural science lecture requirement, so if I fail, I'm going to be set back even further than if it were an elective.
ferrumaeternum: (you're the boss applesauce)
2008-12-13 11:52 pm

Journey is my destiny

I've probably spent more than 10 hours trying to work out my schedule for next semester, but I finally was able to make it happen. Unfortunately, I was given a very late sign-up date this time, so most of the classes were already filled up. I really needed to take more art studio classes, but that’s beyond my control, and one is better than none at all. It’s going to be so strange not having to draw or paint anything. At least I'm back to taking 15 credits and what I ended up with satisfies various degree requirements, even though they’re not in my area of concentration:

ANTHRO 104 - Survey of World Societies
ART 253 - Introduction to Photography
ARTHIST 102 - Renaissance to Modern Art & Architecture
ETHNIC 203 - Western Great Lakes American Indian Life
GERMAN 115 – Scandinavian Culture: Norse Mythology Seminar

It’s probably old news by now, but if you haven’t heard, Bettie Page died a couple days ago. Why do I care? For starters, I am simply a fan of pin-ups of the ‘50s and prior. I suppose that is part of what my ideal of female beauty is – everything from the way they were posed, photographed and painted to their hair and make-up to the clothing of that period, not to mention the kitsch factor. Bettie stood out from the rest by the longevity of her career, making her own outfits, styling her own hair and make-up, and helping women’s liberation by being willing to try anything in a shoot short of explicit sexual content, including bondage. She is definitely an inspiration to me and is a huge influence in the rockabilly and psychobilly subcultures. And like many other girls, I’ve even rocked her iconic hairstyle for a short period.

Also, let it be known that I loathe Adobe Illustrator CS3. It is a bit too simplified compared to PhotoShop and not the least bit user-friendly. It’ll probably take me all night to recreate a design I made in PhotoShop to Illustrator because it is so difficult to make a lot of adjustments, and I pray that once I convert the text to outlines it will keep the font when I upload it on the school’s computers.
ferrumaeternum: (the heart of turisas)
2008-12-09 02:18 am

Mita vittua!

The Turisas show has been canceled!

Seriously, it’s not even supposed to snow that much! They’re coming up from Chicago, so they’d be driving along the lake where we’re only supposed to get like six inches, unless the forecast has been changed. The buses are still running and I still have school tomorrow, so why was it canceled? On The Rave’s site it says it’s postponed and will be rescheduled, but that’s for DragonFarce. Turisas's site says it's canceled, but I’m hoping Mathias got ‘canceled’ confused with ‘postponed’ because they’re the ones I want to see, and if I can’t see them, I want my money back! I’d also like to see Powerglove because I heard they are throwing out candy to the audience, and I’ll be really mad if DragonFarce comes back with different, crappy bands.

COME ON YOU GUYS, “RIDE FELLED DOWN TREES”! “ONCE A SHIP NOW A SLED”, DAMNIT! DOESN’T IT SNOW IN FINLAND? People here know how to drive in the snow. It’s not like no one would show up!

I’m just pissed because I was so pumped for this show since Paganfest didn’t come to Milwaukee earlier this year, so I’ve never been able to see them live, and I have been listening to them all day between classes. The Mathias fangirl inside me just died a little too. How dare a little snow keep me from epic symphonic Viking metal and Scandinavian eye candy!

The only good thing is that I now have an extra day to finish my painting that I was cramming to get done tonight, but I could care less about that.

ETA: Apparently, DragonFarce were the ones who decided to cancel tonight and tomorrow's shows. Pussies.
ferrumaeternum: (zodiac)
2008-11-16 11:31 pm

Death by textbooks

I know I’ve been kind of scarce around here this past month, and it probably won’t get much better until the semester is over. (However, there will definitely be tattoo updates!) I just thought I’d mention that because I don’t plan on abandoning LiveJournal or going on a hiatus. Even though I’m only taking 12 credits this semester, I’ve been insanely busy, and it’s getting pretty bad at the moment.

I’m failing astronomy, so I’m going to keep trying to do everything within my power to pass this class. I read the book, I’ve only missed six classes when I have it three times a week, I study, and I’ve done all my homework, and somehow it’s not working. The only consolation I have is when I look at the class averages and see that the majority is actually doing worse than I am. I guess the rumors are true that the physics department only passes a few kids from each class. This girl I know who’s studying to be a sonographer had to take all her physics classes at another school because she couldn’t pass anything here. I got A’s in all my high school science classes, so I find it hard to believe that I have a D-average at the moment. Hell, the worst grade I've ever got in my entire life was a C last year in math, so the idea of actually failing a class deeply worries me. I’d like to pass so I could get half of my required natural science credits out of the way, but I might just be damned and will have to retake it with another professor who doesn’t waste time talking about Star Trek, drag racing, Spinal Tap, and how he doesn’t see anything wrong with being a devout Catholic yet claiming that astrology is silly and fake.

I also have a ton of work to do in all my other classes before the semester is over. Getting tattooed the next two Saturdays isn’t helping, but I made the appointments months in advance and need to take advantage of Lane while he’s actually not out of the country.

But there’s good news:
  • According to their MySpace, Turisas will be at their merch table after they finish their set! Perhaps I won’t have to wait outside in what will most likely be below freezing temperatures in order to meet the band after all. (Although I will still probably go out and stalk them once they leave the venue anyway.)
  • Morrissey is apparently going to do a U.S. tour in 2009. I wish they’d hurry up and release the dates because the concert schedule for next year is looking pretty bleak as of now and I want something to look forward to.
  • My dad decided he’s keeping the farm! When my parents file for divorce, he’s selling the 30-some acres of forest, but he’s keeping the farm and its 83 acres. I’m happy because it’s something he loves, it’s been in my family since they immigrated here, and I have a lot of good childhood memories there.
  • My house is becoming less redneck. The huge piles of dirt and wood have been removed from the driveway, and a charity organization is coming to take away my dad’s old, rusty, broken down pick-up truck this week. Not to worry, there’s still plenty of other random shit lying around so the white trash charm will remain.
  • My dad is going to put the $30,000 back in my sister’s and my college funds that we lost when the stock market crashed. Even though he only put $5,000 in each of ours when we were born and just invested it wisely so we have enough for college, I think he feels guilty for letting it lose that much. (The money is coming from part of what he got when a logging company removed the old cherry trees from our wooded property.) It just makes me feel better because I think I will end up having to go another semester, but I’ll find out for sure in a couple weeks when I meet with my advisor.
ferrumaeternum: (bowie's in spaaaaace)
2008-10-19 11:46 pm

‘Cause seasons change but we are still the same

I feel like I’m totally out of the loop. Maybe it’s because I hardly watch television, but I had no idea W and Repo! The Genetic Opera were coming out, and they look good. A film directed by Oliver Stone that has hilarious phrases Dubya said that weren't on David Letterman's Great Moments in Presidential Speeches on its poster is pure win. So is having Paris Hilton and Nivek Ogre in the same movie that will probably have a kick-ass soundtrack and be filled with gore and weirdness. (I mean, come on, the guy is from Skinny Puppy.) This is probably old news, but I’m slow.

In other news, one of the two fluorescent tubes in the light in my dorm is flickering. Honestly, if it isn't one thing, it's something else. At first, I thought it was just my eyes as a result of fatigue or lightning outside my window, but nope. I wish the damn thing would just go because it's a bit too bright anyway, and once it does, I'm not informing Housing. In the meantime, it'll be driving me insane. Right now I have my desk lamp on, but I'll have to turn my light on at some point in order to help it die.

Now that I'm back in Sandburg for the week, I think the music wars have started. While I was packing on Friday, I decided to put my iTunes on shuffle and take out my earphones and listen at a reasonable volume after having to listen to fucking K-Ci and Jojo, Celine Dion, Michael Jackson, Ne-Yo, and Backstreet Boys all week. Tonight, their awful music was so loud that it hurt my ears with my door shut. I have hearing damage to begin with, thanks to sitting in front of the trombone section whose motto was "louder is better" for seven years, so it takes a lot for me to consider something as being loud.

Also, I met this guy at a craft fair this weekend who got to talk to David Bowie on the phone for an hour. He makes handbags out of vinyl album covers, and while he was back in Minnesota, Iman's niece came to his booth. He didn't believe her, so she called her uncle and let him talk to him. Lucky bastard! Not surprisingly, I ended up getting a Bowie one for $20. I wish he would write music and tour again.
ferrumaeternum: (Default)
2008-10-13 11:51 pm

Just a quick update on a few things:

Today was Columbus Day, and although my best friend is in Spain right now, still...fuck it. Leif Ericson was the first European to come to North America, and he did it centuries before Columbus did. Even then...
"Perhaps, after all, America never has been discovered. I myself would say that it had merely been detected." - Oscar Wilde

My sleeping schedule is getting a little better. I will try to avoid going to bed later than 3:30 AM as well as waking up after 12:30 PM. Not being able to fall asleep until around 6:00 AM last Wednesday because I didn’t wake up until the middle of the afternoon on Tuesday was not fun at all, and I will be trying to avoid repeating it at all costs. Especially while I’m in school, since I skipped astronomy that day to get a couple extra hours of sleep.

Speaking of astronomy class, the average for the exam was a 66%. Even though I got a 69%, I don't feel so bad. There's another quiz coming up this week, so hopefully with the extra studying, I'll be able to bring my grade up.

As for my angry nostril piercing, I did some sea salt soaks over the weekend, left it alone as much as possible, and thankfully, it's nearly healed again.

Choke is not (and never was) showing at Marcus Theatres in the Falls. The only other theater I can get to that is showing it is The Oriental, however the only two times it's showing don't work with my class schedule. Damn.

I ended up blocking the people on MySpace I previously mentioned wanting to do so, but feared I’d meet in person again. I figured I needed to keep my peace and sanity at the moment, and that if I actually see these guys again, I can always tell them I deleted my MySpace. I know I’m bending my own ethics a bit with being dishonest, but if it’s the only way to stop these needy, desperate guys from constantly bugging me, then I think it’s for the best. Besides, I already tried letting them down lightly, and they weren’t taking no for an answer.

Also, I have heard O-Town's "All or Nothing", Celine Dion's "My Heart Will Go On", and K-Ci and Jojo's "All My Life" more times this past week than I should in my entire lifetime, courtesy of my wonderful suitemates. Although I'm usually listening to music while I'm in here, I am not when I'm trying to read something technical, meditating, practicing yoga, and sleeping. Unfortunately, all my suitemates do when they're conscious is listen to horrible, old American pop music.
ferrumaeternum: (lady in black)
2008-10-07 11:52 pm

I try to keep my faith alive, I'm close enough to trip the wire

Just when I though all the drama with my nostril piercing was going to be over for a while, it goes and develops a boil and gets infected. The only thing I can think of is that it was probably somehow torn a bit on Thursday night. I’ve been to a few gigs since it’s been pierced and nothing too bad has resulted so far. Even being slammed with an elbow when it was still healing didn’t do any lasting damage. Unfortunately, I just noticed this yesterday, and I’ll have to wait until Friday to treat it. I have a lot of work to do, so I can’t spare the hour round trip by bus to go to Whole Foods and get sea salt. I really like this piercing, so I’m not going to retire it unless my body completely rejects it.

I’m also really concerned about my astronomy grade. At least it’s early enough in the semester to fix, but I’ve already got a 60% on a quiz, did fairly bad on a homework assignment, and had no idea there was an exam Monday, which I didn’t even bring a calculator for. I have to pass this class because the credits fulfill my general education requirement for natural science, plus I am required to take the follow-up Astronomy lab at a later semester. The only decent grade I know I have is an 85% on a homework assignment. Then I was so overworked from my yoga class and getting about four hours of sleep the previous night that I couldn’t slow my heart rate and ended up skipping my oil painting class for fear of passing out. I ended up taking a nap and was fine after a few hours, but I missed a day for a two-day painting. I should be able to take my painting home over the weekend and finish it, so that’ll be okay. If I had known I would be standing for three hours after yoga, I would’ve signed up for a life drawing class instead. I know this isn’t really a big deal, but I’ve always been an over-achiever and I’ve never started a class off with less than satisfactory grades. All I know is that I need to be active in fixing these things - especially not going to bed at 3:30-4:00 AM and sleeping until 2:00 PM on the days I have off when I have to be up by 9:30 on most school days. I’m also probably jumping the gun a bit here, as usual, since all my astronomy grades aren’t in yet. I am just annoyed at myself because I’m only taking 12 credits this semester, and I let my professor’s irritatingly close-minded views on science, religion, and astrology get to me. All my other classes are going fine; except for the couple of postures I’m having trouble with in yoga as well as some of the philosophy that clashes with my beliefs. (I’ll elaborate more on that and my astronomy professor’s preaching later.)

On a random note, I was very happy to see this guy was featured in BME’s ModBlog again. Not only is it one of my favorite pieces I’ve ever seen, but also how I think Celtic tattoos should look.
ferrumaeternum: (suck it trebek!)
2008-09-18 10:26 pm

The path goes forever on

For once, luck is on my side. I got to go home a day early! I don't have to go to my astronomy class on Friday since we had a Planetarium show this week and I already attended this week’s lecture on Monday. Now I can catch up on sleep and enjoy the long-forgotten sound of silence.

Not much is new in Sandburg except the daily occurrences of what has previously been bitched about. The dreaded yellow towel has now made its way out of the bathroom and in front of the entrance to my room, next to the bookcase in the hall. From a bit of eavesdropping, I have also found out that the guy who used it allegedly has (an) STD(s). Lovely. I’m still debating whether I should post a passive-aggressive note, just leave it there, move it in front of one of their doors, or put on some latex gloves and drop it down the garbage chute. Being mature and confronting them about it isn’t really an option because of the alliance they mysteriously formed against me when I was only ever nice to them and told them my door would be open if they needed anything. I realize I am probably stooping down to their level by avoiding them, but I really have no desire to try to be friends with someone who doesn’t want to be friends with me. At this point, everything that goes on in the dorms is regarded with more of a bemused annoyance than fiery hatred. Perhaps my tolerance is just increasing.

Everything else is fine, except I hate working with oil paint. After four paintings, I’ve finally started to get the hang of how much I can put on the surface before it starts to get muddy and that I have to be careful when blending and making changes. I like the look of it, but I still feel like I have more control with acrylic. I’m also sure there are ways I can achieve the look of oils without actually using them. I just don’t like spending half an hour trying to clean all my stuff with three different solvents and still walk away with a nasty, oily film on everything, including myself. Once again, it’s probably something I have to get used to. I know I have adjustment issues with nearly everything in life, so until I become comfortable with it, I’m just going to complain…as usual. The good news is that I am making progress. My artwork is among the best in the class, despite having hardly any painting experience and working with oil paint for the first time. This is saying a lot because I think my paintings are quite bad, especially with the dreadfully boring objects we had to work with.

I also recently received this ) in my inbox, and I must admit I’m a little weirded out. As much as I’d like to help this person, I don’t take my LiveJournal seriously at all, and therefore do not want to be defined by it or have my entries analyzed (at least while being aware of it).
ferrumaeternum: (this charming man)
2008-09-12 11:52 pm

I am still right here, where I always was

I know this makes two bitchy posts in a row, but I’ll probably be more misanthropic than usual this semester due to my insufferable suitemates, classmates, and old acquaintances I can’t seem to get rid of. Just warning everyone now. My spirituality and yoga practice help, but it's hard to deal with when these people create constant drama and negativity around me. I'm sure I'll be able to ignore all of these people as time goes on, but right now I am seeking catharsis via complaining on LiveJournal.

Long post is long )
ferrumaeternum: (Default)
2008-09-10 12:00 am

It's way more fun to print out comics than to deal with inter-personal issues

So, it’s been a week since classes have started. Surprisingly, everything academic-wise is going well. I like my Digital Art instructors much better and their curriculums are not as involved, so I’ll be able to get through this semester without dropping a class. I’ll be glad when I’m finished with the Pre-Art program and get those General Education credit required classes out of the way.

Living in Sandburg is another story. I never thought I’d say this, but I miss my old suitemates from last year. Like I said, it’s only been a week, and here is a taste of what has materialized thus far:

  • Every year, a suitemate has to have a loud, obnoxious, gay friend that stays for hours and hours and won’t shut up. It never fails.
  • If you open the door once, see someone in the bathroom stall and the shower running, why would you open the door again five minutes later to ask if anyone’s in there when you should clearly be able to hear the shower running?
  • The one who’s a total ghetto-ass hood rat talks freely about how she thought my backpiece was a rash. What a dumbass. There are other tattoos out there besides the tacky black and gray airbrushed graffiti-esque memorial script stamped into your skin by some scratcher.
  • Being awakened by a blast of “A Whole New World” half an hour before my alarm is supposed to go off from the next room, and they don’t even have the decency to keep the door closed.
  • The aforementioned classiest one of the bunch leaving the radio blasting the filth that spews forth from Kiss FM when she’s not in her room.
  • Another one who was in the shower for over forty-five minutes when I was supposed to clean it before my tattoo appointment. (I ended up leaving with her still in the shower and was still late.)
  • The two white small-town ones screaming like a bunch of idiots during the Packer game. This is why women still don’t have equal rights in this country. You sound like a bunch of fucking retards screaming shrilly at the television for the players to “go”. I thought we were smarter than this, but then again I tend to overestimate the abilities of my own gender.
  • It's like there's a block party going on below my room for twenty hours out of the day. There are several tables set up where a bunch of drunk, loud idiots like to yell nonsense with their neanderthal-esque friends. They also like to start screaming matches between people of various floors in all four towers, which is actually more entertaining than annoying. However, listening to some guy yell, "Blueberry! Blueberry!! Blueberry!!!" at the top of his lungs at 3:30 AM isn't so much fun.

The one good thing is that the bathroom is still clean, and we have a weekly cleaning schedule, although I have a feeling two of them will refuse to clean up after “white bitches” because they bring up racism everyday. And I’m the one being accused when my ancestors didn’t even immigrate to this country until after slavery was abolished and none of them settled in the South. What a joke. They’re the ones who are being racist, and it’s only fair that if I clean up after you one week, you do the same for one week. It’s only the fucking bathroom. ...Not to mention that the bookshelf is still in the hall, which is a great source of annoyance to me when I'm trying to get through with a messenger bag and a portfolio and is probably a fire hazard. *facepalm*

I think it's a good time to use this comic.

In lighter news, now that I’m over the shock and pain of the large addition to my back, I thought I’d mention that I’m very happy with the progress. It’s kind of hard to judge what the end product will look like, since Lane just finished the drawing before he tattooed the outline on me, but the peacock has a rather cute face. I also took a vote, and decided to name him Fritz. The outline is in gray right now, so before more permanent marks are made, Lane will probably have the drawing more developed so I can get a better idea and work with him on anything I may not like. On Saturday, I had my belated birthday dinner with Catherine at Olive Garden followed by white chocolate and raspberry cheesecake, and she came over to my house afterward to hang out. She got me a photo album disguised as a clutch that was filled with random inside-joke related pictures of us and Joe hanging out, and a shirt and scarf from The Gap. As for Sunday, I was in a mad rush to finish all my homework, and ended up hastily packing and forget to pack underwear! I have one spare pair here and don’t have the time nor energy to take the bus downtown to buy new ones, so I’ve resorted to hand washing them. I can’t use the washing machines here because you have to have money in a special account. Lame.
ferrumaeternum: (vittu)
2008-08-30 11:45 pm

It's so different from the world I'm living in

This week has been the epic dental torture of '08. On Wednesday I went to get a new retainer. Mysteriously, after I had my wisdom teeth taken out before they even breached the gums, my front bottom teeth crowed horribly. It doesn't even make sense how that happened. Plus, my old retainer still fits perfectly despite the drastic change. This new one is like an iron maiden for my lower jaw: tons of metal squeezing in on my teeth. Before I received it, my orthodontist took strips of sandpaper and essentially flossed my teeth with them in order to make them thinner so they could come together straight. As one can imagine, there was quite a bit of blood and pain involved in this process. Then I get this torture device slapped on, but the good news is it's actually working and I won't have wonky teeth anymore and I can take the damned thing out when I need to. Earlier in the week, I some of the bonding on my top front teeth that I've chipped several times fell off. I went to the dentist on Friday so they could blow freezing air over it, sand it down, and put more bonding on it so it can just chip right off again.

On top of the dental issues, after I complained to my mother that she had let a mosquito in yesterday, I was bit twice on the same foot. I'm allergic to mosquitoes, so my foot is still swollen, burning, and itching. The horror will continue tomorrow for my grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary, which my mom is hosting. Not only is the entire Raymond family attending, but my sister's lame gamer "boyfriend" will also be there. It times like these when I'm looking forward to going back to college despite my extreme distaste for most of those in attendance.

Today I moved back into Sandburg. I would have much rather been in Chicago seeing Finntroll, but this obviously was not possible. During the move-in, I met two out of my four suitemates. Yes, four, not three. The two I’ve met don’t seem too exciting and hardly said anything to me. They were lying around, watching Spongebob Squarepants. This should definitely be interesting. Someone left their bookcase in the hallway which was extremely narrow to begin with (probably because there’s an extra person in our suite). This was problematic because the cart with all my stuff on it barely had enough room to be pushed through and still scraped the bookcase. You can’t just leave that out in the hall. In fact, removing furniture is breaching the University Housing contract. If it isn’t gone by Monday, I will be asking whose it is and if it isn't removed, I will be complaining to the front desk. Luckily, my single dorm is much bigger than the one I had last time, and the window is so big it takes up an entire wall! I need all the natural lighting I can get. At least I’ll be happy with my room if all else fails.
ferrumaeternum: (as o'malley poured me out a drink)
2008-08-20 09:58 pm

It wasn't the drink, this man died of thirst!

I know I’m a little late, but time is flying by and I’m trying to keep up.

I’m finally done with work and out of that hellhole for the summer, and I have two weeks to do whatever I want before school starts. Believe it or not, I’m actually working on a painting. For once, I’m following through with what I planned to get done. On Friday I have to go to back to pick up my final measly paycheck from the last day or two I worked and while I’m down there I’m going to Guitar Center to get those strings. Hopefully I can actually get some playing in before that has to come to a grinding halt.

On Sunday I went to Irish Fest. Unfortunately, it was the only day I could make it, it was extremely hot so I had to go later in the day, I still sweated my ass off, I missed The Importance of Being Oscar as well as quite a few bands I would’ve liked to have seen, and I had to leave before the Scattering and fireworks. This was more or less my own fault, but I couldn't find where the tin whistles were being sold, I didn't have enough time to look through all the sheet music (the stuff I find on the Internet is always wrong and after nine years I still can hardly play by ear), and I didn't bring enough money to buy an altar cloth. I still had a great time nonetheless.


  • I saw Seven Nations whose singer had an incredibly smooth voice (and I have a massive crush on). They had a very talented fiddler and did an interesting cover of The Cure’s “Lovesong” that was more fiddle than guitar-based.
  • I found jewelry I was looking for and bought a handmade sterling silver triskele necklace for only $22. Next year, I’m going back to that crazy old Irish guy and buying one of his triquetras, granted he's still alive and making them.
  • I was only about twenty rows back for Gaelic Storm, who were amazing as always.
  • Culver’s was open, so I was able to get ice cream.

I’m definitely going back next year (which is kind of pointless to say because I pretty much go every year as it is) and hopefully it will be on a day where I am able to stay later.